Reflection and Reverence Required.....
I aint God…..Yet and this is more cool than I ever thought possible. I have had the time of my life tonight. I spent time with the most wonderful, beautiful and smart woman I have ever met. Tonight I was blessed with a gift of kindness and caring the likes of which I have never had in my many days on this Earth. I know now that together my ascension to godhood will be fare easier, for what is a God without a Goddess. I am a man who had never thought of love and relationships as being anything to want, seek or desire. I find it very odd that in November of last year I considered myself a lifelong bachelor with no need of love and marriage. A family was an unimportant trivial and inconvenient thing, a wife a nuisance and a pain in the ass. But, at the Staff and Faculty Christmas Party I fell into a crush over a game of foosball. Yes, me failing into a boyhood style daydreaming crush for a fellow teacher. It was as if the whole of the world opened up and new possibilities and dreams became realities. Who knew that this November I would be saying the I Do's my heart said so tonight and yesterday and the day before? I didn’t but I am no fortuneteller, I am just a semi-omnipotent teacher with delusions of godhood after all. So, you see that like all things and people your not so humble Father Rasputin is himself human and can find his own prophecies in error. I love this woman, her name is Michelle if you didn't already know. At this point you may become ill and or laugh at my lovey dovey ness or my complete openness about how I feel. I am a very happy quasi supreme being and I want all of my disciples and minions to know this very important fact. Your godlike and most beloved nut case of a spiritual guru is in love and getting married in just a few short 170 days. I never thought it possible for a strange and deranged guy like me to not only meet his intellectual, spiritual and ideological equal, but I was wrong and proud of it. I have found the other half of my soul the part of me that has been missing all of my life. I am a diverse man in my beliefs, so it is easy for me to say that I have been with this woman for many, many lives and I hope to spend all the time that is given and maybe a bit that is stolen with her in this existence, until we meet again in the next turn of the wheel. For, you all must see and understand that my love for Michelle and her love for me is without wax and this makes it all the better and our future and our past is not the road to damnation.